Allan and Eunice at Ugees

My series Allan and Eunice is currently showing at Ugees Espresso in West End, Brisbane.

I’ve become smitten by this cafe all over again and excited to be showing there.  It’s been on my to-do list since I was at TAFE and started going there to see the shows of other artists. That was a long time ago.

The fifteen images are on display until the 2nd August and framed prints are on sale for the special price of $88 for the duration of the show. Ugees also does most excellent coffee.

Greta was kind enough to take a couple snaps today for you to have a peek.

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Postcards

I’m in the mood for writing some postcards and I have fifteen left from the Devices series.  I’d love to send you one.  I’ll be writing little slices of life in Berlin on the back of each.

If you’d like one drop me a line with your postal address by emailing rachel (at) rachel-marsden.com or use the contact form above.  First in, best dressed.

 

Sübkültür Presentation

“Many people in our society now go around the streets and in the buses and so forth playing radios with earphones on and they don’t hear the world around them. They hear only what they have chosen to hear. I can’t understand why they cut themselves off from that rich experience which is free. I think this is the beginning of music, and I think that the end of music may very well be in those record collections.”  -John Cage, 1984

 

On Tuesday 13th August I was invited by Sübkültür to give a presentation of my ‘Devices’ series at Forum Phoinix  in Bayreuth, Germany.  Sübkültür is a weekly clubhouse for literature, art, cultural politics and entertainment:

“We are a team that organizes cultural events of all sorts once a week. Concerts, performances, discussions, screenings etc. One focus is to have a stage for local artists and culture apart from the Wagner cult but we also invite artists, performers and writers from abroad.”

As an aside, my poor German pronunciation skills make Bayreuth very hard to differentiate from Beirut so most people I mentioned it to thought I was going to Lebanon. No, Bay-root, Buy-ruth, Bea-reoy!! Anyway, it’s three and a half hours from Berlin and it’s a pretty German city most famous for Wagner.

The presentation was part of their exhibition ‘Open Faces’ which explores the way artists present and reinterpret the classical motif of the face with new media and technologies.

Anja Zeilinger kindly hosted the evening and discussion around my work. The bulk of the discussion was around questions about the future as we become more and more connected, the role of music in day-to-day life, how we use the devices for emotional reasons rather than the ones they were intended and how the poses documented will change over time as computers advance, become smaller, more wearable or who knows what is next (Google probably).

The images were captured in 2009 and even in that short time things have changed. Many people describe feeling naked if they go out without their phone.  We are tethered to them.  It’s like they are becoming an additional body-part that gives us instant access to knowledge (or humorous cat videos) and links us to millions of other people, but mostly our own tribe.  Pulling out your phone when you’re bored is the new norm.  Sit on the train and count how many people are staring into a screen around you, who have earphones in.

Maybe I am naïve, but I believe the issues around this technology are still worth discussing simply because it has become so ubiquitous and taken for granted.  Like John Cage, I’m trying to be unfamiliar with the familiar.

Why do we record so much of what we do? As someone who loves music concerts, I loathe the proliferation of phones, cameras and even iPads that concert-goers use to record their favourite musician. We are here to experience the music and these recordings get in the way of that. What is the point of recording things for the future if we’re always looking for the next thing anyway?  Or do some people only record things to gain status points amongst friends?  Obviously, as a photographer, I’m pro capturing and sharing experiences as a way of connecting but at what point is it too much?

Even a few days ago, at the Russian War Memorial in Berlin, I watched tourists lift their cameras to simultaneously look at the memorial and capture an image of it before immediately turning to the next thing, experiencing the world through the screen of a camera.  This fast and shallow consumption fascinates me.

With all this connection I wonder will our social construct over time become more like a hive mind at the expense of individuality and would that be a bad thing?

I still have more questions than answers.

Photos from the evening courtesy of Cristoph Dobbitsch

Head On Portrait Prize – Documentation

I posted news about this previously on my other photography blog but am sharing the documentation here for posterity. Earlier this year my portrait of my dear friend Edgar was a finalist in the Head On National Portrait Prize in Australia. There were over 2500 entrants and 40 finalists.  The list of finalists includes some of my favourite Australian talent and the images themselves are incredible and diverse.

I once made a joke that you know you’ve made it as an artist when your art appears on a banner outside an important institute. Well, according to that theory, it seems I have ‘made it’ as the image of Edgar was the banner image outside the NSW State Library, where the exhibition was held.  ‘Making it’ isn’t quite like I thought it would be, so I guess my theory was a little off and it’s still nose to the grindstone here.  But I like it that way.

Many thanks to Liz Bolster for capturing these images for me.

LensCulture FotoFest Paris – Portfolio Review

Following up from my ArtStart post I thought I’d share my experience at the Lens Culture FotoFest Paris portfolio review particularly as it was one of the most rewarding parts of my grant year. What it is is three days of intense review sessions with gallerists, publishers, editors and other industry professionals offering you advice, feedback and, if it’s a good fit, opportunities. There were 163 photographers in attendance and 52 international experts. Photographers were allocated approximately 12 review sessions that last 20 minutes each (I ended up with 14). These reviews are for mid-career photographers ready to exhibit and show work internationally. I was one of only a very small handful of photographers under 30 in attendance.

My biggest goals for this event were to meet the reviewers, make a good impression and get feedback and advice on my work and career. As I still considered myself on the level of ’emerging’ I saw it as a way to make initial connections with people that can then grow over time.

Having fourteen people give you advice on two projects can give you an incredibly broad perspective on your artistic practice. I took note where reviewers were repeating the same things about where my work was working or not working. I presented two completely different bodies of work and the advice I received helped me clarify the direction I need to take my work, how to deepen it and where I need to be taking more risks. It was reassuring that the work I loved most of the two received the most positive feedback (and some touching emotional responses) so I feel confident continuing in that direction knowing it’s going to make a connection with people.

I found most of the reviewers to be sensitive, creative and engaged but also very honest with their criticism. Considering they meet with 14 different people every day I was impressed at their attentiveness. One pair were so enthusiastic that I caught them red-handed on a break seeking out more photographs to look at. Their enthusiasm was quite inspiring. Of course, as in everything, there are going to be reviewers you don’t click with, everyone has their own agendas and loves.

Here is my advice for anyone considering participation in a portfolio review:

  1.  Have a clear goal for what you want to get out of it. Do you want an exhibition? A book? Representation? Or simply advice and feedback? A clear goal will strengthen your presentation and help your reviewers to give direct guidance and advice. Even if they can’t help you directly with your show/ book/ whatever, they may know someone who can.
  2. Bring one or two cohesive bodies of work – a series or book dummy that is ready to be exhibited or published. You may also want to bring work in progress to show what you are working on next.
  3. Research your reviewers – know who they are, what they like and how they might be able to help you and vice-versa. Tailor your presentation and any questions you might have accordingly.
  4. Presentation is everything. Have your work presented immaculately. Make it easy for them to look at. You sit at a small table facing each other so you don’t want anything too clumsy. I had one body of work presented as 30x40cm prints in mylar sleeves in a black portfolio box. The second project was a series of Polaroids presented in a small hand-made journal with text written in pencil. Other photographers had larger works and would stand to present them or used a laptop, though most reviewers prefer to see something printed rather than digitally.
  5. Be able to speak clearly and concisely about your work. This is essential. You have twenty minutes to make your pitch so you want to make every word count. Speaking about my work was never my strong point, I can get quite nervous, so for the first few meetings I had an introduction memorized that I could start with. By the end of the three days my introduction was refined even further as I learnt what parts of my talk clicked and what didn’t.
  6. Be prepared for criticism, not everyone is going to love what you do. Put your ego aside and listen to what they say. You don’t have to agree with them but an outsiders view on your work is always going to give you something to learn from even if it is negative or you disagree.
  7. Have something to leave behind – business cards or postcards seemed to be the main currency. I chose to leave reviewers with a small personalized envelope with their name printed on it that contained a business card, my bio and information about the two projects I was presenting. 

 There are a lot of portfolio reviews around the globe but LensCulture is one of the biggest. You can find more information about it here.  Special mention must go to Joachim Froese for his help and guidance in preparing for the Paris review.

Tacheles

Tacheles closed yesterday, the artists moved out and I learned a new turn of phrase: ‘it was a victim of it’s own success’.

Berlin is changing very quickly.

ArtStart year in review

The ArtStart program is a one year career development program for Australian creatives transitioning from their studies to a professional career in their chosen industry. ArtStart provides funding for this year of activities. I was fortunate to receive one of these grants. I thought I would share what I gained from it here for others also interested in the grant or even for those starting their visual arts career.

One of the best things about this grant is that they require you to write down your long term and short term goals for your arts practice. My grant application came to serve as a business plan for how I would create a sustainable arts practice. I have written business plans before but never one as detailed as this.

In my ArtStart year I undertook a one year program of career development activities based in Berlin. You specify what activities you will undertake.  For me, these activities included studio rental, creation of a portfolio of work, participation in the Paris Lens Culture FotoFest portfolio review, purchase of a new camera, attendance at exhibitions and fairs. I received valuable mentorship from Joachim Froese as well as business coaching sessions from Mark McGuinness. I enhanced my artistic skills with a screenprinting workshop and I networked with many industry professionals in Berlin, around Europe and in the USA.

 Highlights

  • Mentorship with Joachim Froese: Joachim Froese is an established photographic artist whose work I have admired for a long time. He was also a lecturer and much cherished advisor through my university studies. As a German/Australian he divides his time between Berlin and Brisbane so this enabled us to meet in person for mentorship sessions. Through our regular meetings he very generously provided me with information on how to prepare and present my work at the portfolio review, advised me on long term career strategies, how to price my work, how to be professional, what realistic expectations I should have and so on. He has been a constant support through the development of my career for which I am very grateful.
  • Business coaching from Mark McGuinness: Mark McGuinness runs Lateral Action. An online resource for creatives to help them increase their productivity so they can make work that matters. I first got hooked to Lateral Action with the article: Tyler Durden’s 8 Rules of Innovation.  Through our coaching sessions he taught me a broad range of personalized skills applicable to the day to day business of my art practice and how to build a strong presence online. He provided me with tailored solutions for time management, how not to freak out about things, how to routinize my work so that I am creating new artwork consistently while also taking care of the business side. Two sessions were focused on branding and identity helping me to better speak about my art and present it.
  • Lens Culture FotoFest Paris – this three day portfolio review is without doubt the best thing I did as part of my ArtStart year.  Presenting your work to 12+ different reviewers within three days is a fast-track way towards growth as a photo-media artist. The feedback I received at the FotoFest was completely invaluable for helping me understand how I need to add depth to my work and what direction to take it in. I received a lot of valuable advice on how to produce my first artist book, Things You Thought You Needed, a collaboration with writer Tammi-Louise Gleeson which is currently in production. The portfolio review is for mid-career artists and I was one of the youngest ones there.  It was very intense and you have to be able to handle criticism but it’s also a great way to meet industry professionals from across the globe.
  • Screenprinting workshop at Mother Drucker studio – I’ve previously written about this here.
  • C/o-Berlin membership, art fairs and exhibitions – it can’t be argued that Berlin is one of the cultural capitals of the world which is one of the reasons I moved here. Having access to a broad range of cultural activities and exhibitions is essential for informing your artistic practice. So many artists who have come before have had their ‘Berlin years’ which proved very formative at the start of their careers. Marian Drew and Nick Cave are just two which come immediately to mind. 
  • Deciding on my career approach – one thing that slowed me down in the first half of the ArtStart year was my indecision on which path to follow. Do I take the traditional route which the majority of my peers seem to be taking where they wait to be discovered by galleries or do I take the indy route and embrace the internet as a way to communicate with my audience and share my work? My fear was that having my own voice on the internet would deter the interest of ‘serious’ institutions, galleries and collectors and I happen to love a lot of these places, the dialogues they create and really respect the people behind them. In the end I realized that my fears are so far unfounded and a happy medium is possible and, in fact, probably necessary, as the art industry changes over time and artists need to take more responsibility for their work. Plus, I enjoy blogging and see my online presence as an integral part of my artistic practice – It’s a way to make and share more art.

What I gained 

The knowledge, skills and opportunities I gained as a result of the ArtStart grant have been invaluable in furthering my artistic practice and aiding me in my long term goal of creating a sustainable artistic practice. The last 18 months have been the most prolific to date in terms of new work production although that wasn’t part of the ArtStart program. I’m looking forward to sharing these new projects soon. I experimented a lot in the last year to refine the direction I wish to take in my work.  From this, I feel my work has really matured as has my attitude to creating it.

Advice for applicants

Start writing your application early.  Ask other artists, teachers and/ or gallerists for advice, especially people who have already received the grant or call the Australia Council if you have specific questions. Be realistic and professional when planning your activities – this grant is a great boost and your chance to build your arts career. Really consider the long term benefits that this year of activities could provide you with.  Consider it the same way you would a small business loan. Although you don’t have to pay it back you still want to treat it as an investment for which you should see a return.

When you get the grant really go for it.  Be professional and consistent in your activities and you can really create something wonderful. The grant isn’t just about spending the money you are given, the plan you write is the most valuable thing you can do for your career so really do what you say you are going to do and then some more and you will be successful. Be sure to budget properly as you don’t want to get caught out with unexpected expenses coming out of your own pocket. Stay in contact with the program officer if you have any questions or need to change something.

More info on the ArtStart program can be found here

Fill me up completely

Sketchbook 2011-2012

I’m a photographic artist.  I like to make thoughtful, understated images in series’ to express a particular idea, a narrative or to collect fragments of things that relate to a philosophical exploration.  But what underlies this is an undeniable creative urge.  I get my peak experiences from making things, from spending time in the imaginative realms of my own head.  It’s the process of creating that really gets me off.  If I’m not creating then I feel only half alive and often anxiety or depression will kick in.

I’m really interested in the creative process and am always exploring ways to access the creative part of my mind – the part where dreams come from, the part that isn’t logical.  I keep a sketchbook for this reason.  I started this one about one year ago when I was really struggling with my creative voice and was yearning to make more, to be more prolific, to connect with that part of me more deeply.

I’ve had numerous sketchbooks throughout the past.  I always used pencil and I always tried to draw what I saw in the real world, wanting to have control over my mind and hand to draw accurately what I saw in front of me.  They’d also invariably end up filled with more writing than images.  One day a painter/sculptor showed me her own sketchbook.  It was full of abstract and geometric shapes done in pen. It was like seeing into her mind. This was an epiphany moment for me and I stopped with the pencil and tried the pen.  It worked.

My general process is simply to get comfortable somewhere, draw a line and then another line, then maybe some shapes and so on until I feel that the piece is finished for me.  It’s a mix of free drawings, sketches from dreams or memories, reflections from music I was listening to.  I had a rule that this sketchbook would be word free, though a few did end up sneaking in.

Reaching that creative space soon became automatic, I’d have a Pavlov’s dogs reaction to having the sketchbook in front of me.  I’d immediately feel relaxed and connected to my emotions no matter if they were positive or negative or a mix of both.

Fill me up completely isn’t about having something to show-off but rather about making space to be true to yourself, to know yourself in ways that aren’t describable in words and of letting your insides come through to the outside.

Unfulfilled

Train ride, 10th August 2012

I make art because I have a love affair with life.  Sometimes this affair gets a bit rough but it’s like what Juan Antonio says in Vicky Cristina Barcelona: ‘only unfulfilled love can be romantic’.

Sky Tear

The day had been hot, humid and sticky. A storm was inevitable. It arrived quickly, bringing hail, wind and wet, and left just as soon as it arrived leaving the world a much cooler, fresher place. The clouds milled about for a while as though observing the results with satisfaction. Berlin was cleaner, for a while. A hole appeared in the clouds above me quickly turning into what looked like a tear in the heavens. So I made this image.

Watching it disperse reminded me of these lines from Errinerung an die Marie A. a poem by Bertolt Brecht:

Und über uns im schönen Sommerhimmel
War eine Wolke, die ich lange sah
Sie war sehr weiß und ungeheur oben
Und als ich aufsah war sie nimmer da.

//And over us in the beautiful summer sky
There was a cloud on which my gaze rested
It was very white and so immensely high
And when I looked up, it had disappeared.

The english translation doesn’t do the poem any justice at all.  I discovered the poem in The Lives of Others, an incredible film and essential viewing for any ex-pat living in Germany.  You can get a feel for the poem by watching this beautiful scene from the film:

The poem is about transience which is what a great deal of my work is about.  There is a sense of sadness and nostalgia for the past and it reminds us that nothing ever stays the same, what was once beautiful in that moment will never be again.  I photographed these clouds for the same reason.  Watching them after that brisk but violent storm, a moment of excitement where all the neighbors came to their balconies to watch the heavy hail.  We all looked at each other and smiled.  The man next door goofily wore a silly orange helmut and two girls on the pavement ducked for cover, hugging each other and laughing under the tiny bit of shelter they could find – pretty moments, soon disappearing from everyone’s memory, like that cloud in the sky.

Burn

Summer of 2010. Found this scrawled on the back of a toilet door at some club in Berlin.  I can’t remember.  It’s been the background on my phone ever since.

The original quote is from Jack Kerouac’s novel On the Road:

“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes “Awww!”

Birds in Berlin

July birds around the Fernsehturm

Flying in the first, the few, and the last of Summer days

We too flew here for the warmth

We too will fly south when the cold sets in.